Being lonely in the life – in remembrance of someone

The world itself is the crowdy populated today but still people feels lonely someway, somehow and some day because of different reasons. Yes I am talking about myself but this is not the case of only mine. I guess and I hope that many of you guys are from the same category like I am in.

Today I am in Katmandu, far from my city. I cannot use my computers and I cannot update my blog and it was about 3 days that I didn’t update my blog but luckily I got a chance to get in touch with computer for an hour. I just don’t love to go cyber cafes this is what all I am writing from my friend’s computer. And this way I am sharing my some feelings that I felt within these few days.

I was talking about the life and the loneliness in human being’s life. Many of you might think that all this is a stupid things but believe me the feelings comes automatically when u start missing someone. And yes I did miss someone very badly. I don’t know how to explain each and every feeling that is inside me but it kills a lot mentally and psychologically.

Wherever I went and where I go, always made my eyes alert because I was searching someone in between the crowds but may be that was just my curiosity in the hope of meeting someone but the destiny was something different, she doesn’t live here anymore. When I heard this news, I was quite sad and quite happy too. Sad because I didn’t got any chance to meet her and take her last glance and happy because she is gonna start a new life without me, leaving me, and ……

You know it’s so hard to being lonely and live like a stupid statue, silently, moody and missing someone badly. I know I am talking about loneliness but the fact is I am really dumb person to explain my feelings. I am sorry, I cannot explain more. What I know is dieing inside myself and living like I am in the hell.

May be one day I will explain everything about my life but…….the life of mine is really with the full hell loneliness. Is this called my frustration or I am just taking the things seriously? Whatever it is…. but I want to confess, I loved someone truly…and I hope one day “someone” will realize this…….!!!

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we r commenting on the loneliness of our xeric dai n also abt the misbehavior of sailesh so c’mon comment on it

1. nanu on October 16th, 2007 at 1:00 pm
abt wat r u all guys givin comments

2. ashu on October 10th, 2007 at 12:18 pm
superb great thanks

3. lava kafle on October 7th, 2007 at 6:00 am
hey why dis sailesh is pointing on meh
did i write anything wrong?
in every coment i have mentioned him DAI
sailesh do u understand the meaning of DAI?
i mean brother ok
now don piss me off

4. nanu on October 5th, 2007 at 10:33 am
omg do u even realize wat u r saying??hello give some respect n manners 2 others

5. achal on October 4th, 2007 at 10:29 pm
i got it nanu
u **** him hard right ?

[SAILESH, Your IP might be blocked. Be Careful - xeric]

6. Sailesh on October 4th, 2007 at 7:45 pm
where is your webnasha. we all were waiting for a bang, seems like u guys banged yourself.

7. xeric06 on October 3rd, 2007 at 3:43 am
hey who da hell es dis sailesh, dont u have any sense? if u don knw how to talk den plzzzzz don do it.
u don knw abt me so better shut up
got it?
u beeter get it

8. nanu on October 1st, 2007 at 5:41 pm
The hours for once they passed slowly, unendingly by
Like a sweet breeze on a field
Your gentleness came down upon me and I guess I thanked you
When you caused me to yield
We spoke not a sentence and took not a footstep beyond
Our two days together which seemingly soon would be gone

Don’t tell me of love everlasting and other sad dreams
I don’t want to hear
Just tell me of passionate strangers who rescue each other
From a lifetime of cares
Because if love means forever, expecting nothing returned
Then I hope I’ll be given another whole lifetime to learn

Because you gave to me oh so many things it makes me wonder
How they could belong to me
And I gave you only my dark eyes that melted your soul down
To a place where it longs to be

9. Gautam Gurung on October 1st, 2007 at 10:03 am
n u sailesh wat r u talking abt??u r guess may b totally wrong da way u r saying is totally so weird

10. achal on October 1st, 2007 at 12:17 am
nanu i guess nothing is impossible in life i don believe every luv story has a happy ending well et’s life get happy or sad meaning n value of luv is not 2 juss live wid person whom luv infact et is luving them wid true heart

11. achal on October 1st, 2007 at 12:14 am
I guess so

12. Sailesh on September 30th, 2007 at 9:21 pm
did u **** her ?

SAILESH, Please don’t use bad languages.

13. Sailesh on September 30th, 2007 at 9:20 pm
nanu is ur gf ?

14. Sailesh on September 30th, 2007 at 9:20 pm
welll! its very easy to say live en present 4get da past, i think if u love someone then all u do es just live a life wid them, weather it es past or present, i knw how it kills when u miss someone.

15. nanu on September 30th, 2007 at 5:10 pm
i agree wid sameer y r u making u r life like a hell et’s not hell by et self u r making et past is past try 2 live in present i believe no one can b lonely if dey try 2 occupy der empty mind by doing something!!!

16. achal on September 30th, 2007 at 12:02 pm
hey man enjoy your life today because yesterday had gone and tomorrow may never come…………..
Life can give you a hundred reasons to cry, But you can give life a thousand reasons to smile.

17. Sameer on September 30th, 2007 at 11:15 am

Being lonely in the life – in remembrance of someone

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