Once again someone made me so unmovable, sad, thinkable and abnormal. I know who I am and what I have to do and what I will do but still something exists in life that no one gets control over that and that is non other than emotions and feelings. No one has control on love and life, this is what I say and everyone has the past.
Yes, I know, what I am writing and believe me, I will never reveal my life story but still I can share some feelings without revealing the inner core of my heart.
Everyone falls in love and there are some people who love to live and some people who live to love. I don’t know in which category I do fall but I know this much that when I love someone I love full and when I hate someone I hate with same majority. I know I am living but still there comes such moment that makes me miss about someone. I know I love someone but I no more wish a love from her.
But still, though I don’t have any wishes for myself, I do want to see her once. I really feeling hurt myself when I do feel some moments and days and dates that used to be mine before.
She will never understand me because I know how girls are. They also love someone very deep but they can easily forget someone too. But no, I don’t want to blame her. She is great, she is best, she is my teacher of my life who taught the extra lessons to me about the daring life. I do miss her, but not more than her happiness.
I never ask anything with god, even not for her. What I want is to see her one glimpse and want to hear that she loves me still…and just by then I will walk my way with a satisfaction that finally she understood my love.
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