Senseless article

Today I am really feeling down. I don’t know why but I am feeling so much frustration. I cannot speak about it. I don’t know how to express or share with others. Yes I do patch a smile on my face but sometime every smile is not a true. If tears can be made fake then why not smiles? What I know is in this world sadness has no place, everyone only loves and wants to see smiles and happiness. People becomes friends till they can enjoy, or etc. (I am not saying that every people are selfish). I am talking about me. Why is my life like this? I want a person with whom I can share each and everything. I don’t want to be rich like bin laden or bill gates, I just want to remain as a window, a small one but a cute one. At least a good life, that’s what I want.

But I think we need luck too. Luck is what I want in my life. I tried many things, I dreamed many dreams, I hoped for something impossibles too, I have fought for many good reasons, but still I am unhappy and I feel bad. I do think that my Frustration is something unusual and unthinkable. Sometime I feel like, no it’s a life, I have to live here and sometime I do feel like, no it’s not the life, life is not like this. Life is something different.

I said I cannot express much about this. I am just trying to share some words that my fingers are pressing in this keyboard.

Can you guys tell me, whats important in life? Happiness or money? If happiness then how without money? And if money then please tell me that, is money the everything in this world? I ignore both. I don’t think that happiness is because of money and money is for everything we want. I see the bare roads, and homeless people. I feel so sorry for them. And I think myself that atleast I am getting a good surrounding to live though I am unhappy.

What is life for? What will I be in future? How are my upcoming days? I don’t know. I am already in a age where I have to prove myself solidly but still I am good for nothing. No it’s not money, being a guy and with my qualifications I do know that I can earn easy and enough bucks for me. But still ….a big question mark??? Is this because human being never feels enough in the life?

Today I have no words to share. I myself don’t know what I am writing. Sometime I am emotional, sometime I talk psycho, and sometime I behave like social worker. Ha-ha.

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oh really wow i luv surprise

1. achal on July 28th, 2007 at 2:04 pm
By the way, toothache and life, what’s relation in them?

I have no ideas how to compare them both.

But yes there should be some sense that i didnt felt, because toothache can be healed with medicine within an hour but the frustration ir sadness are not like that.

And achal, what i know is, life is full of surprises and life itself is a hell and heaven.

2. xeric on July 28th, 2007 at 6:35 am
Actually I was reading something today and I thought of sharing this as it relates to your article in some way.

“When we have a toothache, we know that not having a toothache is happiness. But later, when we don’t have a toothache, we don’t treasure our non-toothache.”
–Thich Nhat Hanh

makes any sense??

3. Kalpana on July 27th, 2007 at 10:10 pm
some time i also que ma self but later i think et is life wat ever we get we sud b happpy in et

4. achal on July 27th, 2007 at 1:52 pm
Can you guys tell me, whats important in life? Happiness or money?

None

The real happiness is in satisfaction.
satisfied that you are constantly looking for a job coz’ you are capable of doing a job (think of people who can’t walk or see)…. satisfied that mom scolds you every now and then coz’ you have a mom (think of people who don’t have mom)… satisfied that your visitors in your blog are increasing (think of people who don’t even know how to use a computer)…………… the list is endless.

By any means, I am not implying to stay idle because you are satisfied with what you have. Strive for excellence but the inner strength to propel towards that goal comes from a satisfied heart and mind.

5. Kalpana on July 27th, 2007 at 11:48 am
As you know this world is too selfish. But in this world there are many-people and many kind of thought….every people got different thought as like your and bro i like to say one thing today whatever you are all that is because of your father and mother did for you. I am sorry to say this but that’s a fact and bro money is a matter that can change every thing in your life coz in this selfish world only money talk and only money can make it happen bro you know me very well what i am up to in my life I am not lucky guy like you i am not happy with my life too what this life for…??? you know why you r lucky you r with your family and your friend’s but you can see me i am here far from my home and my friends and you know why it happen coz i am very poor and i don’t have much money to survive my life so i have to come over here and there’s no any other way to survive life
Thanks a lot bro……you rock and be happy

6. santosh on July 27th, 2007 at 7:52 am
Cool man………..you r just 2 steps behind…….from that window to get success……

7. santosh on July 27th, 2007 at 7:33 am

Senseless article

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